Note written by paramedic before suicide reveals dark truth

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Rebecca McLellan, 24, born and raised in Clacton, Essex, suffered from bipolar dysfunction and was below the care of the Norfolk and Suffolk NHS Basis Belief, which based on her mom, failed to offer her with assist when she wanted it, which finally led to her demise.

Based on the BBC, McLellan was initially cared for by a psychiatrist in Essex, however was discharged once they discovered she was transferring to Ipswich for work.

“Her GP then additionally threw her out as a result of she was transferring,” her mom stated. “There was an actual lack of assist from the beginning of her analysis, regardless of Rebecca desperately attempting to entry it.

“She was massively let down.”

McLellan, who labored for the East of England Ambulance Service all through the pandemic, was left with out entry to a physician or psychiatrist. She finally discovered a brand new GP in Ipswich, who referred her for specialist care.

She was assigned a care coordinator, however he went on depart. McLellan tried to search out out who would substitute him and despatched quite a few emails, however they had been all left unanswered.

Rebecca McLellan

Based on her mom, at instances, the shortage of assist was so extreme that, that her daughter felt she needed to modify her personal remedy when she was struggling as a result of she couldn’t get skilled steerage. She additionally started ordering and paying for her personal medication on-line.

In August, throughout a psychological well being disaster, she went to a psychological well being unit in Ipswich and refused to go away till she obtained assist.

“She informed them she would drive wherever in Norfolk and Suffolk to see somebody, however they informed her to go away – they threatened to name the police,” her mom stated.

“The dearth of assist outlined her mind-set concerning the future. Rebecca was apprehensive she wasn’t going to be effectively sufficient to work. She lived for her job.”

McLellan’s mom, Natalie, defined that an pressing referral was made to evaluate her daughter’s remedy, however the belief cancelled it. When McLellan finally noticed a psychiatrist three weeks later, she was knowledgeable she must begin taking lithium—a change she discovered “terrifying,” her mom stated.

She was scared that exact drug would change her persona and that she wouldn’t have the ability to work, and to her, her job was extraordinarily essential.

Simply three weeks later, McLallen took her personal life.

Throughout the inquest, proof revealed that McLellan had struggled along with her psychological well being. Via her work on the East of England Ambulance Service, she had obtained 18 periods with psychotherapist Darren Monsigneur, who described her as “excessive threat” for suicide. Monsigneur provided to proceed remedy on a professional bono foundation, however she didn’t take up the provide. She additionally attended 4 periods with psychiatrist Dr Kavitha Devarajan, concluding their final assembly in September 2023.

In a handwritten assertion, McLellan expressed her frustration with the psychological well being system, particularly criticising the Norfolk and Suffolk NHS Basis Belief (NSFT) for repeatedly failing to answer her makes an attempt to get assist.

A video proven on the inquest recorded McLellan at NSFT’s Ipswich clinic, requesting to talk with a psychological well being practitioner. The receptionist informed her nobody was out there and threatened to name safety if she didn’t depart.

In a letter written by McLellan, she expressed the hopelessness she felt, saying, “Folks can survive just about all the pieces so long as they’ll see an finish in sight. Sadly for me, I can not. All I can do is watch for the inevitable fall once more.”

She went on, “I miss the particular person I was. Sadly, that woman is lengthy gone. I’ve been working this race for somewhat too lengthy, and now my legs are drained.”

She ended her letter by writing, “I do know there are these on the market who love me, and to these folks I thanks from the underside of my coronary heart. I really like you all tremendously. Please know that I attempted. I actually did.”

Natalie McLellan, the mom of Rebecca McLellan (Picture: Shikhar Talwar)

Anthony Deery, chief nurse on the NHS belief, stated: “We’re very sorry for the profound misery that Rebecca’s tragic loss has brought about.

“We have now carried out an in depth investigation into the care which Rebecca obtained, and want to thank her household and pals for the very important contributions they made throughout this course of.

“Studying from Rebecca’s demise has seen us introduce a brand new protocol to assist us reply higher when a youngster involves a psychological well being unit in misery with no deliberate appointment.

“We’ll now assessment the coroner’s findings intimately and take any additional motion which is important to make sure we’re delivering safer, kinder and higher care.”

McLellan’s mom described her to the press as a “loving particular person,” “delicate,” “form,” and “fiercely loyal.” Identified for standing up for different folks.

Exterior courtroom after the inquest, she stated: “[My daughter] wished assist, she fought for assist, she wished to be accountable for her life.

“She wasn’t allowed that, she wasn’t on condition that constant care she ought to have been given.”

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